I don’t know about you, but as for me, the longer I serve in leadership the more intentional I have to be at keeping my heart open and fully alive.
That’s a polite way of saying that the longer I’m in leadership, the more I have to guard against my heart becoming hard.
Hardness of heart is a condition that people on the other side of God develop. Pharaoh had it. Israel did on occasion. And the Pharisees specialized in it. Not exactly great company if you ask me.
So it’s a little bit vulnerable to admit you struggle with it. But I do.
At times I think it’s an almost natural by-product of ministry. (Maybe it’s a natural by-product of life…but I’ve done my adult life in ministry, so I’m not the best diagnoser beyond that.)
Like a physician who sees illness or tragedy every day, you develop a way of dealing with the pain. And some of that’s healthy. But if I don’t monitor things carefully, I can move into full seasons where I don’t feel much of anything at all. My heart can grow hard.
What are some early warning signs of a hard heart?
1. You don’t really celebrate and you don’t really cry. Well, you might on the outside, but in reality you don’t feel it.
2. You stop genuinely caring. Enough said.
3. So much of what’s supposed to be meaningful feels mechanical. From your personal friendships to your family to work, the feeling’s gone.
4. Passion is hard to come by. For anything.
5. You no longer believe the best about people. Even when you meet someone, you’re thinking about what’s going to go wrong, not what’s going to go right.
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